Today was one of those day that I had to press and not just stay in the bed like I felt like doing. After many hours, I was able to get up with the help of the Lord to take my children out for a day of enjoying the city and learn some new thing about the history of Arkansas. We went to the Arkansas State Capitol and then to the Peabody Hotel. Very nice experience for all of us... I do not want them to blame or resent me for the fact that I am ill. Most times they are like others that do not understand. I guess, I should say that I do not understand the rime or reason for the experiences that I have on a daily. I have to just get press and watch what happens with pressing on. Many days I just can not see pass the pain and if I go with the way that I feel, I would just go on in. I would literally just do not and probably just lay here and die. I can not quit. I can not let this Fibromyalgia win. I know that there is ...