Still standing....

Been away for a while, but still standing. I have had some not so good days. I will not complain because it could be Worse...I have to be thankful for the relief that I do get and believe that there are more good days In my future. God has been good to me to this point and I know he wouldn't bring me to this point and leave Me. I have certatinly realized that I have to keep limitations because my body just can not handle being Pushed to the limit. I know at times, it is hard to say no because those around me don't understand. I guess that is I to be expected since there is so much that I don't understand myself. I pray to God for the strength to keep Standing....I know what I am about to say may seem a little crazy, but the truth will set you free. I sometimes would like a diagnosis that is more common...why do I say that, well maybe the doctors would know what to do instead of trying to feed me another type of pill...the side effects of some of the medications are worse than the actual condition...one of the medications said " can cause sudden death". For real, my question Deal with he pain vs. sudden death?....some days I just don't know. Well I do know, trust God and in the words Of the "Bishop". Make yourself Believe". Increasing my faith...I realize this is a faith walk ..I have no other option but t trust God. In the end I win....